Saturday, February 2, 2013

Crazy little thing called...UPDATE

Wow! I can't believe how long it has been since i last updated my blog. If your there and your reading this...Your probably like, "What tha? .... New Post!?!.....Really!?!.....Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet!"

Okay. Let's do this!


I'll jump right on into the fact that I'm dating someone.

There.

I said it.

Yep.

Yes siree Bob.

I'm dating someone.

His name is Aaron. And we were (he just transferred) coworkers.

I know, I know...

WHAT WERE YOU THINKIN DATING A COWORKER?!?!?

Well......................

Okay. Okay. I'll spill the beans. I mean the details. The juciy stuff. The 411.

You still with me?

Phew. Okaythankheavensherewego!

Once upon a time (Last June) little ol Tierra was just minding her own business and starting to really get to know her coworker Aaron. On the side. On the other side Tierra was mainly thinking about Adam. To the point that she was too busy thinking/dealing/worrying about the Adam guy to notice that she just might....MIGHT be falling for Aaron on that "other" side. Good thing for her she figured it out LOL

Anywho, enough with the third person.... sheesh (rolling eyes)!

I went to Utah to visit Adam and his family toward the end of July/Beginning August. And I came to the crashing knowledge that Adam is a Jack***

To put it nicely  :)

---------------> Moving on.

Aaron.

Poor Aaron. I have put him through the ringer. Let me tell ya. And to be 100% honest. I still am. I've bolted and done the on again off again on again thing-ey MORE times since August then the Runway Bride.

True Story! As for him....

Aaron is really sweet.
Aaron is younger then me.
Aaron is very hard working.
Aaron knows how to read me a little too well.
Aaron has green eyes.
Aaron is funny.
Aaron is kind.
Aaron is a fast learner.
Aaron likes to hold my hand.

Did I mention he has AMAZING green eyes?!?!?!

Oh, I did. Whoopsie *grins big*


Funny story: When Aaron went to kiss me for the first time. I was panicking like this:
OHMYGOODNESS OHMYGOODNESS OHMYGOODNESS

And when he leaned in....I pulled back REALLLLLLLY fast and said.....

my lips are dry.

Yep. That's what I said.
I know I know I know..... Lame.

 But it was Classic i tell ya! You should have seen his face!

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As for the right now.....
Were just dating. Nothing more.

When he left my department at the Hospital, It was killer not being able to see him.
I can honestly say that was the turning point for me. When his last few days were winding down and then when i had to walk in the day after he left to realize he was no longer around. no voice. no him walking me out to my car at night.....

*cheesy moment coming....brace yourself*

I felt like my heart had been ran over by a train and there wasn't a cheesy movie, theme song, chocolate bar or stuffed animal, or an oompa loompa that could make it work again.

All I knew and All i wanted in that moment was his hand and the sound of his voice.

Oh gosh......I have it bad don't I?

Now, If  i could just figure out what to do next. In the mean time....The big "V" day is coming up!

Oh dear : /