Crazy little thing called...UPDATE

Wow! I can't believe how long it has been since i last updated my blog. If your there and your reading this...Your probably like, "What tha? .... New Post!?!.....Really!?!.....Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet!"

Okay. Let's do this!


I'll jump right on into the fact that I'm dating someone.

There.

I said it.

Yep.

Yes siree Bob.

I'm dating someone.

His name is Aaron. And we were (he just transferred) coworkers.

I know, I know...

WHAT WERE YOU THINKIN DATING A COWORKER?!?!?

Well......................

Okay. Okay. I'll spill the beans. I mean the details. The juciy stuff. The 411.

You still with me?

Phew. Okaythankheavensherewego!

Once upon a time (Last June) little ol Tierra was just minding her own business and starting to really get to know her coworker Aaron. On the side. On the other side Tierra was mainly thinking about Adam. To the point that she was too busy thinking/dealing/worrying about the Adam guy to notice that she just might....MIGHT be falling for Aaron on that "other" side. Good thing for her she figured it out LOL

Anywho, enough with the third person.... sheesh (rolling eyes)!

I went to Utah to visit Adam and his family toward the end of July/Beginning August. And I came to the crashing knowledge that Adam is a Jack***

To put it nicely  :)

---------------> Moving on.

Aaron.

Poor Aaron. I have put him through the ringer. Let me tell ya. And to be 100% honest. I still am. I've bolted and done the on again off again on again thing-ey MORE times since August then the Runway Bride.

True Story! As for him....

Aaron is really sweet.
Aaron is younger then me.
Aaron is very hard working.
Aaron knows how to read me a little too well.
Aaron has green eyes.
Aaron is funny.
Aaron is kind.
Aaron is a fast learner.
Aaron likes to hold my hand.

Did I mention he has AMAZING green eyes?!?!?!

Oh, I did. Whoopsie *grins big*


Funny story: When Aaron went to kiss me for the first time. I was panicking like this:
OHMYGOODNESS OHMYGOODNESS OHMYGOODNESS

And when he leaned in....I pulled back REALLLLLLLY fast and said.....

my lips are dry.

Yep. That's what I said.
I know I know I know..... Lame.

 But it was Classic i tell ya! You should have seen his face!

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As for the right now.....
Were just dating. Nothing more.

When he left my department at the Hospital, It was killer not being able to see him.
I can honestly say that was the turning point for me. When his last few days were winding down and then when i had to walk in the day after he left to realize he was no longer around. no voice. no him walking me out to my car at night.....

*cheesy moment coming....brace yourself*

I felt like my heart had been ran over by a train and there wasn't a cheesy movie, theme song, chocolate bar or stuffed animal, or an oompa loompa that could make it work again.

All I knew and All i wanted in that moment was his hand and the sound of his voice.

Oh gosh......I have it bad don't I?

Now, If  i could just figure out what to do next. In the mean time....The big "V" day is coming up!

Oh dear : /

balance: one stone at a time

 

last night and today, i have been thinking about balance. how my life never seems to be the balance of what i would like for it to be. why is that? why do i constantly strive for balance when realistically, it's not. nor is it going to be. at least, not the picture perfect way i kill myself sometimes to make it. right now, i have things on my plate that i like having on my plate. yes it makes life harder. yes, it's a lot of work. and yes, my laundry just never seems to be done...

balance. 

we all strive for it. desire it. and need it. but it's okay to just balance one thing.

weekending: i want this bedding!

source:go here

 i just needed to blog tonight. nothing big or nothing amazing going on. just the simpleness of wanting to share my news. though be it ever so small it is. weekends for me are huge. when you work on a every-other-weekend-off-bases, you make the ones you have off, count. 

for me, i like to make them count with family. simple house chores. shopping. grocery lists. maybe a movie. a new nail color. new recipes to try. and sometimes, a new weekend outfit. and now that it's spring, sitting outside and swinging from our old hanging wicker bench. 
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has anyone else noticed i only blog when it's my weekend off? sheesh...what a slacker! somebody should fire this blog owner....that girl, puh-leassse! i started my weekend off a day early. since it's friday, i was lucky enough to have it off. can i just say how in love i am with three day weekends? well....i am. 
today has been lovely. sunshine. no make up (okay...maybe a little). hair in a big blob on top of head. lunch out with my favorite aunt and nephew and we went to our favorite flower spot to let my aunt pick out her mothers day flowers. i can't think of a better thing to do then to waste away in a stroll through flowers and sunshine. 

this weekend brings of course, mothers day. it's a bitter sweet day but yet i have no problem with it. i have been blessed a thousand times over to have my aunt carolyn in my life. she is my rock. my everything. and for that, i celebrate her. the lucky duck (darling) is going to be treated to a manicure at my favorite salon (though she doesnt know it yet) while i am treating my self to a pedicure ( i mean...what else am i suppose to do while waiting on her ....*rolls eyes*) with this stunning essie color. i also bought her a new purse (which she dosent know yet either lol). 

  my weekend will also consist of a presidency meeting at my house. along with hanging these curtains-the light blue, a trip to the walllllmart, and baking this. or maybe this. or maybe both. who knows! 
sometimes i don't know whether i'm coming or going lol

happy weekending to ya! *I said that with an irish accent....who knows why...it just sounded well.

laters, baby. 

PS. if you know where that "laters, baby" came from......call me! let's talk. me, myself, and i loved them. lovvvvvvvvvvvved them. 

the weekend series

i just needed to blog tonight. nothing big or nothing amazing going on. just the simpleness of wanting to share my news. though be it ever so small it is. weekends for me are huge. when you work on a every-other- weekend-off-bases, you make the ones you have off, count. 

for me, i like to make them count with family. simple house chores. shopping. grocery lists. maybe a movie. a new nail color. new recipes to try. and sometimes, a new weekend outfit. and now that it's spring, sitting outside and swinging from our old hanging wicker bench. 

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this weekend brings to me a big event. my cousin carrie and her husband are having a sweet baby boy. their first. 

so of course .....  *giggles* i have to give her a shower! with big families on both sides, a lot of plans, phone calls, and errands have been made. so wish me luck ladies, for tomorrow is a big day that shall start early!

what am I wearing?  oh of course you may ask!....go here and find out. i'm wearing it with a green cardigan, large pearl studs, and these darling wedges. carrie, the beautiful mom to be, shall be wearing this except in the light blue with stripes.

happy weekending! i'll save you some cheesecake .....(maybe)

weekend plans

 

i just needed to blog tonight. nothing big or nothing amazing going on. just the simpleness of wanting to share my news. though be it ever so small it is. weekends for me are huge. when you work on a every-other- weekend-off-bases, you make the ones you have off, count. 

for me, i like to make them count with family. simple house chores. shopping. grocery lists. maybe a movie. a new nail color. new recipes to try. and sometimes, a new weekend outfit. and now that it's spring, sitting outside and swinging from our old hanging wicker bench. 

this weekend promises clear, sunny skies. 80 degree weather. and it's my weekend off. though allergies are trying to knock me down a step or two....they wont. i simply won't let them. 

my plans include: organizing kitchen drawers & cooking utensils || making this new recipe || and buying this

what ever your weekend plans, I hope its a good one!